痛苦

好男友不会让女友烦恼，不开心。 我要的是男友把我当做是他的宝贝。他太过份了。

My last 2 days at SAA-GE

My last day at SAA-GE will be on this coming thursday which is 21 April 2011. Two more days to go... I have join here for more than six months and I have learned alot of things.. I join Student registry officer (SRO) on 4 October 2010 to 2 Jan 2011... In this department, my jd is to help international student to apply student pass via ICA solar web... Key in student particulars, need their parents employment letter n bank statement from their parents. Student certificate, birth cert etc... . Terminate/ cancellation of student student's pass. Conduct English placement test for students to test their level of English to enroll in CEP, I'm the invigilator of EPT that gives student listening test n grammar etc.... On 3 Jan 2011 I join Attendance department to monitoring international student attendance in all courses like CEP, CAT, ACCA and ATTS... Also need to issue warning letters to students below 90%.. Phone interview students and SMS student, conduct interview for students low attendance and if it rePeats,school will cancel student student's pass without informing. Conduct random check occasionally for CAT and ACCA classes .. Do spot check on student in the library to check student's pass before signing their attendance... have to be scheduled counter duty one week within a month.. During counter duty that week.. Monday is off duty.. Tues to fri comes work at ten till 7 plus closing.. Sat need to be back at 9 to 3.15pm.. Thanks to those colleagues help me n concern me during my tenure here, is my pleasure to know you all, I have to thanks to jasmine and li hong for the patience giving to me... Huifang, saedah, emmerline, Elise, serene, isabella, nelson, yeo Ai ling, li ling, magraet, naniek, Evelyn, intAn, kelly, jacequaline, laksha, Ivan yew, malcom and Zhi qiang... Michelle, etc... And thanks to my lunch kakis, yijun, Brian wong, lynnette, agnes, Maggie etc,, thanks all. I will miss you all..

我们之间有改变吗？

我不喜欢他对我这样的态度。 他对我说脏话，我不能够忍受。 我真的渴望我们的爱情是美好的。 或者他没把我当女友看与对待。 如果，或许他如果真的爱我，他会道歉然后不会犯同错。 让老天决定我的幸福。 我已经没心情做认何事情了。 对爱情没信心了，对我本身的外表更不用说。 moody....是我太单纯容易相信或被男生欺负吗？ 渴望被爱真的这么难吗？

Need to feel loved n appreciated

I'm just want to have a happy relationshiP that giving in to one another... Just a simple caring word. Is it so difficult? To ur Gf? Do u really treat her as the only girl you love? Or never? I appreciated n know that this 3 days he is beside me... but I just need him to put me in his heart. Am I overbroad? I know he dun wish to meet me daily. I understand bec he works tire already plus study .... But can he not neglect Gf feeling?? Can he don't simply say break off... u can just ignore ur Gf? Than wat kind of bf r u? Y is that u treat Gf that way when Gf just want your attention more... Does it wrong??Keep mention I'm childish but do he know I'm the type of girls need more attention. Since he chose me go be his Gf than he shall change n I shall change to better too... Not both keep quarrel...yes, I shouldn't be demanding. I just dun wish to be quarrel with this little thing... My request is simple.. If u wan me be ur Gf. Just put me in ur heart n stop quarreling... Everybody need to be care n concern. I should not talk rude to neighbor is my fault... I wish that I can talk to her on better attitude n manner... but I also hope others talk to me with better attitude n manner I wan to go Ecp u bring me go n also entertain my bro n neighbor. I know u do ur part... I'm too greedy... I shouldn't ask for more.. But I just worry I'm not in ur heart. As long as I'm in ur heart n u will not find others... N will not fall for others girls. ..

Give unconditionally

If you give because you want credit for what you have done or give, it reduces the impact of giving. Remember, true giving is unconditional. Nature gives unconditionally. The flower gives it's fragrance, and the sun it's light, without seeking anything in return. True love is to love others not because they are loveable or bec they love you, but simply bec you love... When your giving is unconditional , you receive intangible benefits. When to give? The Ans is today... To give to others, you have to give to yourself.we simply believe that all of us are happier when we strive to be better people. We also believe perfection Is impossible. But progress is possible and healthy. Giving is beautiful experience. By giving, you can live to your potential, avoid loneliness, become fearless, touch your spirit, and find meaning and fulfillment.

Honest

Be honest, a relationship cannot be based on lies. People are afraid to share the truth and often find it difficult to do so. However, honesty is a core value in the deepest and strongest relationships. Give love everyday, in everything u do. Kindness is an expression of love, care n concern. Love is active and not passive, and you should often express it. Every relationship that succeeds requires some degree of compromise on both sides. It takes courage to show love, but it is worth the effort and risk. One thing you can do for yourself and the other person is to give some thought to why the relationship is having problems. There are 9 steps to heal a damaged relationship:- make a commitment to improve it, visualize how it will be different, recognize that it may take time, and be persistent. Guys must take the initiative, recognize that you hv to change first.don't look for solutions first, look for emotions, etc. All human begins needs to be respected. One way to show deep respect is to listen attentively. When you listen actively, you understand the person talking to much better and so are able to communicated better. This let's the other person feel validated, understood and perhaps even loved. What you gives does not have to be an object or to have any tangible value. Our heartfelt giving is frequently in words-not words from our mouth but words from our heart. Not everyone knows how to give with humility. Compassion has been defined as"your pain in my heart". You cab feel someone's pain in your heart when you have taken the time to listen carefully and attentively.

The power of giving

The benefits of giving:- there are certain things that can gain by making giving a greater part of our life. "relationships, a feeling of security, jobs, good health, a sense of empowerment, pride and accomplishment, happiness, peace and love"....true giving begins with love, love is most powerful force in the world. Love is something all human needs.giving the gifts of compassion, understanding and unconditional love is so important. It helps to break the negative cycle in relationship and leads to a revival of love and commitment, bec when people receive love, they Learn to give love. Love allows u to make sacrifices. Love of Money is not love. The key to a successful date is having time to talk, to touch, to notice the changes in the other person. To articulate your thoughts n feelings. You are giving attention, time and focus to one of the most important relationship in your life.giving love always take effort. Laughter is a sign of life n it creates happiness.

生病的那三天

在我生病的那三天，晚上都是他陪着我，照顾我。 星期天早上，他去和他朋友见个面，喝喝茶，但是不知道现在在哪里？ 间讯和打电话给他都没听。 他到家了没？ 到家了又没让我报个平安。 我一边睡一边在哭。又梦到我的妈妈。 然后起身打给他又没接。现在我又发冷。我感觉被忽略。

发高烧

昨天我发高烧，非常辛苦。今天我去polyclinic看医生。拿了一天的mc. 我的心理也不好受， 我的心真的受伤了。

我不应该陷入这段感情。 因为我太爱他了， 但是没感受到他的爱。 不管发生什么事，他都会发脾气对我大吼大叫。根本不听我的解释。 虽然我有时太过分，误会和怨枉他跟别的女生说话。但这是女孩子的本姓，因为他很少跟男生说话这样温柔。 我已经跟他说了，我相信他那是男生不是女生，他还对我发脾气，喊我。 他的母亲听到，他就对他的母亲大喊说，不用理我，我是疯女人。 哪个女人受的了？ 他根本不需要我当他的女友，不把我放在心里。我实在太伤心了。

我要变变变，从丑小鸭变天鸸！

女生快乐或不快乐是因为身边的男友懂的哄， 体贴， 关怀。 我也想有这样的男友。 每个女生都会希望。 如果一个男生根本不会哄不会体贴不会迁疚， 那为什么要让女生痛苦呢？如果一个女生遇到了懂得哄，关心，不逃避的男友。她就是太幸运了。比中马票还开心。 真是太羡慕了。一句老话， 同人不同命啊！嗨！！！真的是差太多了，每个人对爱情观也不一样。 被疼的感觉是不一样的。 真的。 懂得付责任的男生永远不会逃避一切。 多么希望我的他, 是这种男人。有些男生要找个女朋友只是要性担没爱与关怀。 但有些男生找个女友是为了照顾她一辈子。 全部关于女生的事他都会第一时间想知道，解决。 会紧张就代表在呼。爱一个人就要付出一切。不可以利用对方。天啊， 我需要被爱被疼， 因为我也是个女生啊。而且遇到对的人， 就像是天天过情人节以样的甜甜密密感觉。 好羡慕， 我知道我不能改变一个人，但只好改变自己去得到我应对的。 老天爷，我求求你， 请你给我多一点时间去把我自己变到美丽懂人去电那个好男人吧！真是的，不变到迷人都不行。我要变变变，从丑小鸭变天饿！

其实你不懂我的心

男人男人多希望你是好人， 多希望有你的真， 让我不必在心疼。多么希望你是对的人。捉摸不定的爱情就象是在地狱的感觉。 男女朋友之间应该帮彼此解决问题。一起分担，一起去解决和面对彼此的问题。 并不代表是烦。可以讨论和给意见。不是在干塞你， 不是让你觉得没自由。爱情就是这样子，互相关心彼此，在呼对方的感受和珍惜彼此的关心。