Sometimes, I wander who is he in m life......? But I dont know whether he really likes me or not... Sometimes he scold backiwords at me, he talk rude to me...... I angry,,,, but end up I saying sorry to him...... How come, my life so miserable.....
But I still waiting his reply everyday...... Who am I to him?
He change very fast, he say he love me, want me today, the next day we start to quarrel and ask me find others....
I dont know what he really think....
I just hope the answer will out soon... I dont want to get into any deeper when now have not been so hurtful.....
Saturday, January 8, 2011
Transfer department within same company
I suppose to tender my resignation during Dec 2010.... My last day shall be 31 Dec 2010, same as my colleagues in SRO department. But was ask by other AM to ask me to transfer to other department doing attendance.... monitoring attendance. I hope everything is smoothly in my this department. Althought is far from my house, but I love this company... The company colleagues here are friendly..... my previous boss - Jasmine, current boss - Li Hong........ I will not let my current boss down... I must work hard and learn more things.. learn to be more independent.... learn to overcome difficulties at workplace.. Learn to solve problem... I hope can get along well with colleagues...... I hope I can confirm in this department after 3 months probation and than start to study UOL or ACCA in this school..... I hope my true love exist/appear that sincere treat me well.
As every girls hope that, but for my case, is quite different. My mother passed away, my father always taklk rubbish'/ unreasonable at times, my 2 brothers dont listen to me much... I feel I always alone.... Nobody to share my burden etc..... After my mum pass away, I never happy for even 1 minute.....
Every time feel so stress, and until sometimes really cannot really concentrade at work... I try not to bring home matter to work, but sometimes I think my life is rather tough, miserable, and lonely, alone to settle many times..... Im a human too.... not a robot.... I will drop tears.......
Just hope my prince will appear and willing to share burden with me and treat me well... truly love me.... Of course I know it needs time... but sometimes i really cry till my eyes very pain..... blury image.....
What to do.....
As every girls hope that, but for my case, is quite different. My mother passed away, my father always taklk rubbish'/ unreasonable at times, my 2 brothers dont listen to me much... I feel I always alone.... Nobody to share my burden etc..... After my mum pass away, I never happy for even 1 minute.....
Every time feel so stress, and until sometimes really cannot really concentrade at work... I try not to bring home matter to work, but sometimes I think my life is rather tough, miserable, and lonely, alone to settle many times..... Im a human too.... not a robot.... I will drop tears.......
Just hope my prince will appear and willing to share burden with me and treat me well... truly love me.... Of course I know it needs time... but sometimes i really cry till my eyes very pain..... blury image.....
What to do.....
End of Year 2010 / Start of Year 2011
Times really flies, Is end of Year 2010 and start Year 2011. I wish everyone good health in a new year. And do thing smoothly.
In new year 2011 - I really hope is a fruitful year for me. As since my mum passed away on 2008, already 3 years. My life become miserable, sadness and alot of ups and downs, downs is much more than ups...... Lucky my aunt went thru together with me. Thanks aunt....... I really dont know how to handle things alone, like talking to a father with many unreasonable words.... I will vomit blood and less live for few years..... (shorten my life) ..... I believe god got eyes to see....
I hope in Year 2011. I can learn more things and be more independent. Freedom from this kind of worries, fan nao..., (family problems) I hope everything went smoothly.....
And hope my true love appears and sincere treat me.....
Thanks god......
In new year 2011 - I really hope is a fruitful year for me. As since my mum passed away on 2008, already 3 years. My life become miserable, sadness and alot of ups and downs, downs is much more than ups...... Lucky my aunt went thru together with me. Thanks aunt....... I really dont know how to handle things alone, like talking to a father with many unreasonable words.... I will vomit blood and less live for few years..... (shorten my life) ..... I believe god got eyes to see....
I hope in Year 2011. I can learn more things and be more independent. Freedom from this kind of worries, fan nao..., (family problems) I hope everything went smoothly.....
And hope my true love appears and sincere treat me.....
Thanks god......
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