Transfer department within same company

I suppose to tender my resignation during Dec 2010.... My last day shall be 31 Dec 2010, same as my colleagues in SRO department. But was ask by other AM to ask me to transfer to other department doing attendance.... monitoring attendance. I hope everything is smoothly in my this department. Althought is far from my house, but I love this company... The company colleagues here are friendly..... my previous boss - Jasmine, current boss - Li Hong........ I will not let my current boss down... I must work hard and learn more things.. learn to be more independent.... learn to overcome difficulties at workplace.. Learn to solve problem... I hope can get along well with colleagues...... I hope I can confirm in this department after 3 months probation and than start to study UOL or ACCA in this school..... I hope my true love exist/appear that sincere treat me well.

As every girls hope that, but for my case, is quite different. My mother passed away, my father always taklk rubbish'/ unreasonable at times, my 2 brothers dont listen to me much... I feel I always alone.... Nobody to share my burden etc..... After my mum pass away, I never happy for even 1 minute.....

Every time feel so stress, and until sometimes really cannot really concentrade at work... I try not to bring home matter to work, but sometimes I think my life is rather tough, miserable, and lonely, alone to settle many times..... Im a human too.... not a robot.... I will drop tears.......

Just hope my prince will appear and willing to share burden with me and treat me well... truly love me.... Of course I know it needs time... but sometimes i really cry till my eyes very pain..... blury image.....

What to do.....