Father admitted in NUH on 8 March 2011

Yesterday, I take off day to take my father to polyclicnic n see doctor for his leg vein pain. He nearly pain for one week, but I only be informed by my youngest bro on 7 march 2011 night time when I'm on my way back home. After I heard that he is seriously hurt, I feel confused bec I not even wanted to forgive him. I'm just as his daughter , I done my duties. In my heart, I can't even forgive him. I even lie my aunt n uncle that it was my youngest brother who bring my dad to polyclinic n hospital. The waiting time is long. Can you imagine if someone is In deep pain n yet hv to wait for almost 8 to 9 hours? He have to stay in hospital for one day coz today morning, he will be going scanning. I hope god bless him that he is fine. I dun wish anything happened to him. I will feel miserable. I have inform my youngest brother to give him eat something light like porridge or soupy food, but he still buy char Siew rice for him as he mention is father want to eat. Than I get scolded by terror, saying is my fault for never inform them well way should not eat, I was so angry. Yesterday 9 march 2011(wed) after my 6pm dismiss I went to Jurong point for trimming my eyebrow. After that went to ntuc xtra to buy guava n multigrains bread for idiot father. I almost 10 plus reach but we chat till 1am like that. He keep repeating the past about my aunt ask my mother to do this do that n look after their 3 kids, tire out my mum. I straightaway say him, wat past is past. Dont keep repeating the same thing again and again. His financial concept are worst than a 3 year old kid. Keep thinking, money is not to save, is for spending plus not enough money to eat how to save. He also mention the most stupid person is to earn alot n save alot of money. I wanted to ask him, if a person never save for his own emergency use than how will you have it when you have to go medical treatment? Whereas he still need to borrow money from others? Take from me? That is not the best solutions. As I have my own planning for future, even I remain to be single, I do need to save for my emergency use. Humans are hard to say, today are well, tomorrow are sick. So my main worries and issue is all about money matters, coz I hv not much savings, my father no insurance due to he have diabetics and high cholesterol. And most important is love one not beside me when i he is needed. Feel that I'm Alone to handle the battle