CNY 2010 coming soon

After Christmas and Countdown for a New Year , Next will be Chinese New Year @ 14 Feb 2010(Happy Valentine's Day), I used to very fond of this day since when Im K1 or K2 coz of can buy new clothes, wear nice nice, listen to CNY songs., and mum help me to makeup. Also lest but not least go shopping with mum to buy CNY things like oranges, canned drink, packet drink, CNY cookies etc etc..... Is so meaningful. Than go to relative & friends house bai nian(拜年）can take hongbao... hehe! The CNY days with my family is very good, but now it turns to change everything! Mum not around le, everytime heard of CNY songs, think of mum badly lo! Feel like is so sudden as if just past few months ago but actualli mum passed away almost 2 years! Times flies but i can feel she is near us and everytime let us dream of her! But in real life had not see her for 2 years le.... I told myself She is Onli going for vacation, will be back soon! But sometimes tink of going vacation for 2 years is impossible..... but Im really need to see mum... ( I dont want to be too independent).... If a person too independent , she will realise that no love around her coz everything she will do her ownself ma! Im the type of girls that need lots lots of care and love, concern, patient. Thats Y previously Im so rely on my mum, everything i no need to worry. she will settle everything even after i eat le, the bowl also she wash! But now I regret for letting my mum so tire n stressful... If i know my mum secretely suffer because of my dad got other affairs at batam for so many years. I sure will help her to do most of the things. I will also share her burden de.... that time i will not just let my dad anyhow scold my mum le! sure will help my mum to voice out to dad le! MUM always very 伟大，SHE SUFFER SO MUCH AND yet can keep/hide it from us so long! If it was me, I really cant tolerate! Is true!

Got a song that describe about mum!

世上只有妈妈好， 有妈的孩子像个宝，投进妈妈的怀抱，幸福享不了
没有妈妈最苦恼，没妈的孩子像棵草，离开妈妈的怀抱，幸福哪里找

Ya, is true, Now i have that feeling le! : ( Miss you & Love you Lot's Mum )
Really hope mum will always by our side to blessed us! Let us feel mum always beside us
can ma? Very Missed Mum, Now I hope That me and my 2 brothers heart will be together, at least we 3 share our burden together! I hope my mum will be happy too, I hope mum will be be lonely at other world but most important must remember us! Others shall not bully my mum again! She should found a better guy that treat her good de! Wish mum happiness around her! And My grandmother also passed away le! My mum can find her own mother le! Hope they can find one another and take good care of each other!

While Im writing this blog, my tears dropped!

:'(

人生就是这样子，每个人都必须经过的过程。就是要面对父母的离异， 老婆老公的离异，兄弟姐妹的离异！所以要珍惜身边的人，要做到最好，不要到时候，后悔就来不及了。 因为人生短短几十年，所以做的东西要对自己觉得有意义的才去做！每个人都需要被爱或爱人，被关心的， 被尊敬的！面子虽然重要，但如果把想关心的话不说出来，那痛苦的是自己和爱你的人。
我觉得做错事就必须道歉，不管是父母，朋友，兄弟姐妹都好！如果道歉这么难的话，那当初为何要做错呢？ 如果一个人做错了，不道歉，那个人永远都享受不了天伦之乐！因为他觉得他永远是对的，不会得到别人的原谅！知错能改最重要！这样才是一个成功的人！